Tons of stuff have happened the last few months.
-I moved into a new house
-I took and passed my ABO test
-I have been promoted
-I have discovered my independance
-I still find myself miserable every night.
-I miss my family more and more everyday.
-I don't want to come home after work everyday.
There are lots of things to catch you up on and lots of feelings and tears to share. I should have written on my blog more and more but have avoided it and find myself sleeping through the tears.
I still enjoy my movies and tv shows and LOVE my house. I don't know how to feel or what to think anymore. I have a never ending list of chores and have been fighting the help all of the way. With more responsibilities I have less time for the BS and need to find my way out of this oone like i have everything else.
I also have this GREAT laptop that my parents helped me pay for and have lots of new fun on facebook and e-mail.
My sister's future mother inlaw raised glasses to me at her son's birthday party for my test results and my promotion. That meant the world to me.
love you all.
2 comments:
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I'm so sorry that as great as things are that things aren't quite where you want (need) them to be.
One question - ask yourself this. If you were coming home to an empty house and less stress, would you dread coming home less?
Honestly? The last time I dreaded going home - and it lasted for more than a few months... I ended up getting divorced. Now, I know you aren't married, but you can see where I'm heading with the question now.
You deserve a lot of happiness.
As spider says, when you prefer to be on your own that's a problem. I'm so happy you're happy - and that you will have the confidence to kick the idiot out when the time is right!
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