Saturday, July 05, 2008

Right Now......

Right now I DON'T know exactly how much money I really have in my bank account, what I am going to eat tomorrow or what my family is doing on this holiday.
Right now I DO know that my bills are paid on time, I do have enough to pay the bills ahead and that one day I hope to make a difference.
Right now I DON'T know if children will ever be in my future or if my next husband will be the man I spend each night with.
Right now I DO know that I want to be successful someday and be able to feed however many people sit around my table.
Right now I DON'T know if heaven and hell really exist or if global warming will really destroy our planet.
Right now I DO know that my family is and always will be number 1 in my heart and it aches everyday that they are gone.
Right now I DON'T know if I will ever truly be happy or if this is the best I will ever get.

Tomorrow I will think of 1 more thing to make someone else's day just a little bit better and allow a little smile of my own!!!

2 comments:

britchik96 said...

You make people smile just by being there! Dad and I went to Connecticut to see our friend Melissa. We're hoping some time soon that you come and see us in NYC! Love you

Anonymous said...

Hint... heaven and hell really exist. This I know.