The weekend seemed to go by well. I had a busy sat and on sunday i scrap booked and cleaned the apartment. It has honestly been kind of blah... I haven't been happy or sad and then went on a health bing and spent $113 on groceries that did not include beverages. I am going to try lots of different recipes with chicken and also no tomato products. It is hard but i think totally doable.
I wanted to write today because i said that i would try and write every other day. I am trying even though I don't feel like I have much to say.
Two things that have been bothering me lately.....
Mothers and weight loss commercials.
I have had the baby vibe for several weeks now. I have been trying to hide it with my need for success, but the nurtering vibe has been peeking its head way out. I know we aren't ready for children, either financially or as a couple. But is still doesn't take away the feeling of wanted to try for a pregnancy of my own. Other people younger than me are having babies and weddings and it makes me wish for a child of my own. The scary thing is is that I know i could be a mother by myself if i needed to. The docters have never seen positive sides of my reproductive system but i still feel like there could be a chance if i tried.
I got a call from DHS today asking if i would consider being a placement for my friends kids. I said that I couldn't be a good placement for them but i would still like to visit them. I will know more later in the week and will let you know.
The other thing is all of these weight loss infomercials. They drive me crazy, like weight is supposed to just fall off. I have been trying new products, exercise, and new diets but nothing is helping as quickly as i want it to. If nothing else I was really glad that i did my exercise dvd twice before work this morning and took my suppliments.
In other news..... I have dinner planned with a friend tomorrow. We haven't talked for a while and it will be nice to catch up. The sad thing is is that i feel like i don't have anything new or exciting to share. I am sure we will have fun adn a nice fun late night. I will let you know tomorrow.
Also, I met a lady who was looking for a dance instructor for younger children. I have emailed her back and know that there are a lot of more people more qualified but would love the chance to show the kids how to dance.
So I have been trying to write as much as possible and I am trying to get pictures posted as well.
I love and miss everyone and will be receptive of any comments you want to leave.
Talk to you all soon.
1 comment:
On the kids...don't take them. It'll break your relationship and you should concentrate on that. There are lots of registered foster mothers who will be great for them. Second, if you think you want a baby go and hang out with a crowd of 2 year olds for the weekend..... seriously, you're great with kids, but make sure you're ready for the 24/7 (for life) commitment. Think about why you feel like you want a baby (it might be age, friends having had babies recently etc etc. Have fun at dinner! Oh yeah, and go get your depo shot:)
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