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So i am now back in my immobilizer at home and over night. It makes my knee feel a thousand time better during the day. My Dr has been great about everything and I really like the fact that she listens instead of just throwing pills at me to shut me up. I have been in a lot of pain lately so it is nice to have a bit of relief from it all.
I still feel like i am missing and should be doing other things to prepare for my surgery. I have sent in paperwork for a savings account at the bank and have figured out how to pre pay all of my bills so when i am not getting paid I don't have to worry about paying them. I am driving myself more crazy than finding it helpful. That is the nature of me though i guess.
I have been very tired lately though and am finding that no matter how much sleep i get I could always do with another eight hours. I think that I am worrying too much about everything and it isn't allowing me to sleep.
Do you ever feel like you are surrounded by people all of the time but still feel totally alone? I have felt have way a lot lately. The only person i know will come see me after surgery is my sister and that is only for a couple of hours. I know everyone is busy living their lives but it would be nice for someone to commit to stop by. A lot of people have offered to let me stay in their houses or come and visit them out of state. I would really love it if people would come and see me even though i am 20 mins away from them. When the guys were away in Iraq I only had two people come to see me. One already lives in the town i do and would come over for dinner once a week and the other was here all the time driving me crazy. I just wish that i wouldn't have to go to other people all of the time. I think that is why i am having a hard time.
Well i had better sign out for now before i start feeling even more sorry for myself.
Talk to you soon