can it get any better?

We have had one hell of a weekend. I am sorry that i haven't written lately. We recieved a call on thursday morning saying that Chris's mum was in the hospital after a very severe car accident. She was moved up to ICU on thursday and then released to another room on Sat. We spent as much free time as we could at the hospital. With all of the walking around the hospital and not resting my knee once it started to get bad again, i am really suffering. I feel like a big baby. I have been doing what i can with work and cooking dinner etc., but a nice relax on the couch feels good.
I am also going through another emotional time where i have felt lonely. With having to deal with Chris's family it did put a slip in our relationship again. He just seems to withdraw himself whenver things get bad. He is doing a lot better now that we know his mum is home but he still bitches that he hasn't had a day off in forever when he has actually had three in a week. I think that he doesn't know how to relax and it causes him to feel like his day is wasted. We both worked today and came home for a nice dinner. Nothing special but it was still nice and an easy clean up. I feel the need to call the people who were once friends and have let me down. I want to hang out and have a friendship again but then remember how they have let me down over and over again. I don't know if i like to punish myself or if I truly believe that people will change. I do feel that i have been able to read people a little better. I get this feeling in my stomach if they appear to be fake. The problem with that is that everyone is fake when you first meet them. Everyone has to put their best appearance first. I guess i just trust that they are good people until they show otherwise. Then there are the people that you know are bad and can't trust them but you have to deal with them because they are your future family by marriage. We invited Chris's sister to stay with us on thursday night because of the situation with his mum. She then dis respected my home by having sex in my bathroom. I can't tell you how furious that makes me. I do not have sex in others homes and i would think that others would have the same courtesy. I am a clean freak anyway and to know that something so unclean was done on my bathroom counter freaks me out. Why would someone be so stupid to think i wouldn't figure it out and also why would you treat someone elses house like that? Anyway, enough about that.
Work is still going well. We had extra teachers and few kids so i was able to get my very over due paperwork done. It always makes me feel better to organize and have some control instead of a big mess that takes forever to find something. The food program we are doing isn't as bad as i thought and now that we are understanding it, it makes it a lot better.
I am loving and appreciating my family a lot right now. I wish that they were closer. By my family i mean my dad, step mum and sister. Whenever the kids ask about my mum i always talk about my step mum. She has been the bigger impact in my life and has helped me through a lot, even if i don't agree with some things. LOL. My dad has always been the stregnth in my life. Now that Chris is around he has kind of taken the back burner but i look more to him for advice during this time in my life more than ever. I talk to teenagers now and remember rebelling against my parents. It seems really silly looking back on it now but i guess we all have to learn somewhere.
I am going to sign off of here for tonight. It is time for me to get some sleep. I hope everyone appreciates life as much as i do.
Goodnight and best wishes to all.